:-)

It's been more than year that I haven't visited my blog. I was really busy....busy doing nothing  and actually I have become so lazy. Anyway, I will to go back online and enjoy the things i love to do before....

This pic is from the past,  recently I had my hair cut.....really short.... I miss all my blogger friends..I wish we could get intouch again.

Postpartum Depression :-(

Postpartum depression (PPD), also called postnatal depression, is a type of clinical depression which can affect women, and less frequently men, typically after childbirth. Studies report prevalence rates among women from 5% to 25%, but methodological differences among the studies make the actual prevalence rate unclear. Among men, in particular new fathers, the incidence of postpartum depression has been estimated to be between 1% and 25.5%. Postpartum depression occurs in women after they have carried a child. Symptoms include sadness, fatigue, changes in sleeping and eating patterns, reduced libido, crying episodes, anxiety, and irritability. Although a number of risk factors have been identified, the causes of PPD are not well understood. Many women recover with a treatment consisting of a support group or counseling.

( from wikipedia)

sigh! it really occurs in women after giving birth!

I just hope I can get over with this soon!

A BEAUTIFUL FACE THAT BELONGS TO ME :-)

 hmmp

 Smile baby :-)

 Lexine with Biboy :-)

 Natural beauty....hehehehe..proud mommy naman ako dba!

A BEAUTIFUL FACE THAT BELONGS TO ME :-)

DECEMBER 2012 PICS WITH FRIENDS!

DECEMBER 2012 PICS WITH FRIENDS!

Lexine's 2nd Birthday :-)

This pictures were taken during the 2nd birthday of Lexine :-)

Thanks to Bill :-)

Someday ...

I have been dreaming and wanting my own house. 

My own place to stay that I can really call mind.  This is the unfinished structure of the house that we started to build but due to lack of budget, it was not finished. Hoping and praying that this house will be finish this year. It just need a roof, flooring, windows and door.

This will be my main project for this year. So, wish me luck!

WELCOME TO THE FAMILY BABY LIAM!

This is baby Liam. My sister's baby boy. He was born December 2, 2012!

Congrats to my sister Mary Ann and Joey :-)

Too bad you can't be with us on Christmas Day and New Year!

I'M BACK :-)

Finally, I'm back for good. I miss blogging. I miss my blogger friends. 

It's been 2 years that I have not visited my blog but I'm here now!

This picture of mine was taken during our visit to Sarangani Province with my friends and sister.

The One You Missed :-)

The one you missed :-)

The Hardest Thing To Do :-(

The hardest thing to do is to watch the one you love, loving someone else!

I don't know why they call it hearthbreaks,
It feels like every part of my body is broken into pieces.

Fund Raising: My Mother's Operation!

I believe that wherever there is a human being,
there is an opportunity for kindness.

I would like to ask a little help from you for my mother's operation.

We need to raise 150k for her operation this 3rd month of January.

She was diagnose with Cyst near her left eye.

In behalf of my family, I would like to say thank you in advance.

Merry Christmas and a Happy New year!

Maraming Salamat po!

I Miss You :-(

A million times I've missed you, a million times I've cried.
If love alone could have saved you, you never would have died.

To some you are forgotten, to others just part of the past;
but to me who loved and lost you, your love will always last.

It broke my heart to lose you, you didn't go alone,
for my life went with you -sweetheart- the day angels called you home.

For things on earth didn't matter, but now I feel so alone,
My heart will always be broken, my life will never be whole.

We might be parted for awhile, our hearts will always be together
for one day soon we will hold hands again forever.

Grieving Mother :-(

If tears could build a stairway,
And memories were a lane,
We would walk right up to heaven
To bring you down again.

No farewell words were spoken,
No time to say good-bye.
You were gone before we knew it,
And only God knows why.

Our hearts still ache in sadness
And secret tears still flow,
What it meant to lose you,
No one will ever know.

When we are sad and lonely,
And everything goes wrong,
We seem to hear you whisper
"Cheer up and carry on."

Each time we look at your pictures,
You seem to smile and say,
"Don't cry, I'm only sleeping,
We'll meet again someday."

Tropical Storm Sendong!

I found this photo when I was reading about the tropical storm sendong.

Grabe ang number ng patay over 1000+++ na!

If you wound like to help all the victims sa Iligan at Cagayan de Oro city, you can visit this website/page: One for Iligan and this one: How To help Sendong Victims.

Help na po kau!

Any amount will do and pwede rin po mga:

canned goods,

bottled water,

blankets,

clothes,

medicines,

milk and diapers po sa mga baby.

Thank you po in advance!

Help na po tau sa mga taga Mindanao.

Still Can't Get Over!

Still Can't Get Over!

What A Sad Christmas!

For the past few days, i have been feeling so hurt and upset.

I waited for how many years for THIS to come but all of the sudden it was taken away from me.

It was my line of 20's when i was dreaming for this to happen and after 10 years it finally happen. I take good care of it, nurture it, love it but now it was gone.

It was so painful.

I feel so sick and tired.

Until now I can't get over it.

Was it a sign from heaven?

Lord, show me the way :-(

because i am still in pain.

Is Dealfun.com Scam?

Online auctions are highly being talked. Most of us lavishly praise online auctions because you can see all items from household to personal things at affordable price. I don't know if you agree with me but eBay is very popular for me.

eBay sell gadgets and other stuffs. Way back how many years ago, eBay used to sell good deal products but later on, you can get a very unbelievable deal. So, buyers like me wonder why we can get a cheaper price for a certain item?!

I came across dealfun.com. They sell all lines of household, gadgets and etc. They seem to have everything. It is like a one stop shop for auction lovers like me. But is dealfun.com scam?

As Of Today :-)

Today is September 29,2011.

This is me today. I am so big.

My old bracelet is gone and so I use my anklet as bracelet...hehehe

Always Protect YourSelf From Your Enemies!

Are you fond of watching the famous sport boxing?If you do, you knew this famous tag line. "Protect Yourself At All Times"! I really love boxing and so I can relate with the famous tag line.

I have been avoiding this person because recently I found out she was telling different things to me and to her other friends. She was so nice and we even adopted her in our house.

I trusted her so much that I even let her check my mails and we exchange personal problems & etc. later on, I found out she was telling me lies.

Her batchmate in highschool said, she has mental disorder. So when they saw us together, they also thought that I have MO. hahaha! So, I got curious and asked around about her.

things that i have learned about her:

1. She married a foreigner and got divorced because she was having an affair with someone else.

2. She has been in the states for so long and she's a US citizen.

3. She went back to the Philippines and got married again with a foreigner.

4. She got pregnant and have it aborted.

5. Pretended to be still pregnant and pretend that she have a baby but behind it-she was just borrowing a little boy to get money from the foreigner.

6. She met a new guy and had affair with him.

7. Guy is married with 3 kids.

8. Pretended to be pregnant again and gave birth with a lil girl but still borrowing a child.

9. They got separated and met a new guy. Still a married men with kids.

10. Another guy comes along...

11. Someone pretended to be her mom and when the ex-bf met her real mom-she said its our housemaid...

Isn't it crazy?

I know you know a lot of things about me and you have done a lot of things that are unacceptable. So, I'm so done with you.

After using my child as your child, after contacting my friend and pretended that you gave birth and asked for money, after telling me lies about not being pregnant, after changing my account, after pretending to be me, after using my name and my number.

I know I have been to Cebu but I never went to Cebu with you.

Shocked because I know all this things?Surprise because those people you used and bothered told me! I feel so sorry for you.

I know you envy me so much.

But let me tell you this, no one will take you seriously if you keep on collecting men and just using them for your material needs.

So, from now on..it's better to be alone. Hassle free!

How to curb food cravings :-)

Step 1: Spread your calories throughout the day. Cravings aren’t always born out of hunger but if your stomach is slightly growling, it can make for a convenient excuse to indulge. If you graze lightly throughout the day instead of heaping on the massive portions during mealtime, you’re less likely to rationalize that mid-day bag of chips.

Step 2: Stay distracted. Cravings come, on average, in 15-minute intervals, so if you’re hankering for a hunk of cheese, get busy. Send out that email you’ve been meaning to tackle or spend some time getting lost in a blog. Studies show visual distractions are highly effective in fighting thoughts of food, so use the time to cater to some eye-candy.

Step 3: Give your tongue a treat, not your stomach. Keep breath mints or dissolving strips handy in case of emergencies. They’ll activate your sense of taste and smell, without adding unneeded calories.

Step 4: Create a mantra. If a plate of cookies is beckoning, tell it who’s boss. State your intention: “I will not eat this plate of cookies.” Repeat it at least three times until it becomes a fact. Research shows that declarations of intention increase will power. And that’s exactly what you need to call in for backup when cravings get the best of you.

Step 5: Go ahead and indulge, lightly. We never fully outgrow our inner child, and parents know the cardinal rule with kids is when you say they can’t have something, they want it more. Same goes for your own cravings. The more you deny yourself sweets, the more you’ll want them. Sweets shouldn’t be completely taboo, but they should be considered the occasional reward, enjoyed in bites not boxes.

Step 6: Keep it brief. So you’ve caved into that piece of cake. All is not lost. Try to limit your indulgence to a few bites, savoring the flavor and texture but avoiding the complete annihilation of the objet desir. The satisfaction of tasting your treat will be intense at first but researchers have found that pleasure decreases dramatically after the first few bites. So savor the first few bites slowly and then stop yourself before your start destroying the evidence through your stomach.