Actually, I really don't know what write that is why.
I have been so messed up lately and did you know that
I wish I was 50 and not 30.
You might be wondering why but I just don't want to go through all this pain
I am not mad at anyone but it is obvious that my enemy is myself.
I hate myself because I am deeply hurt.
I can't sleep and I hardly ate.
I lose so much weight for the past 2 weeks and
did you know that I have to take an anti-depressant pill
to ease all this pain.
and I have to take it so I can sleep well at night without thinking of anything else but myself.
Sigh, I really wish and pray that this will be over soon
because it is not healthy anymore!