Fab Birthday Bash Contest of Jade

Actually, I really don't know where to start with this post. But, all I want to do is write about the blog contest of Jade of Momma Wannabe and Life of a Filipina Blogger.

I am a talker because I am a radio disc jockey before but I assure you that I am not a writer. As much as possible, I try to use simple words to make my post understandable. I will admit that I am no good in following instructions. As a matter of fact, I hate rules!!! The first time I joined a contest was the birthday contest of my friend Rose of Thoughts of a SAHM. All I have to do was guess her birthday but I was not lucky.

Now, I am giving my best shot for this Fab Birthday Bash of Jade. I can still remember how I first met this Filipina Blogger name Jade. I was so pissed because my PR dropped to zero and I found out that some bloggers deleted my link on their blog roll. My Blog Parasite Entry was a sure big hit! I met a lot of friends and Jade was one of my commentor together with Bill. It was the beginning of our sisterhood in blogosphere. I remember, I was freakin' mad when I post about it but I feel so relieved reading their comments. I realized that I have taken blogging as a serious task.

At first, I don't really care about other people. But with the comments I received, I was enlightened. I blog because I am sad! I have to put all my pains and depression into writing than committing suicide because I am such a loser. My son KZ, who I think most of the time makes me decide to accept paid ads. So, don't be surprised why I was mad when I got a zero PR.

You would probably call me hypocrite if I say it's not all about money why I blog. I have to work my ass to support son. My parents are not helping me at all with my son, although I live freely in our house! You might see me very relaxed and happy but I am in vain. You just don't know how I feel and how worried I am where to get money to buy milk, diaper and medicines. I have to pawned my valuable items like my necklace, ring, ipod and my digi cam just to buy the needs of my son. (This is me! This is my life! I am not a FAKE! What you see is what you get.)
I am helping my family with our business but still I am trying my best to earn to support our needs. I was just lucky enough that I have gained tons of friends here and I will not forget Jade as one of the people who cleared my mind from too much pressure in my life.

When I was kid, I was an ugly duckling. I was commonly called negra and kurdapya. I feel so upset because I feel that I was really ugly in their eyes. But you know, time flies so fast and I have changed. I grew up and I have learned that beauty starts with in and the rest follows. With Jades' post about When Woman is not Feeling Very Beautiful, I feel that we share the same thoughts about feeling tired, stressed and too much pressure around. Pampering myself is the best medicine.

I am inviting you all to join the Fab Birthday Contest of Filipina Blogger.
She have tons of sponsors.

Jade, like I said, I am no good in rules and instructions but I hope this entry is acceptable.